Paul, don't let your current situation bring you down brother. I can relate to the emotional anger you probably have inside. I was in the same boat twice in the last three years. I'm not gonna lie, it's fucked! But white boys like us get up, shake it off and charge forward. You're a good man Paul, and you're 100% soul. I know the shitty feeling you have right now and it isn't a good one, but you will persevere. Fuck man, I did. And if I can do it anyone can.
Crack a cold one and crank this shit!!!